人总会

人总会，在一段时期，无论是某个月的那几天，或者是某一年的那几个月，觉得自己，很累，很孤单，很难过。

事业不顺利，与家人感情不好，朋友们都有春天了，觉得自己和寂寞，总之什么事情都.....不好。 

当时的你，会觉得，什么事情都灰色的，没有一丁点儿彩色。
当时的你，觉得什么事都冲这你来。
当时的你，根本不想面对一切。
当时你，觉得，好累好累。

相信我，一切都会过去的。
想想自己的梦想，想想自己与家人朋友经历过的一切，想想自己温暖的床，想想晚餐吃什么

就算一切都没有了，你还有你自己。
把自己整理好，重新出发吧。


就这样，一切都会好的。
到最后，你会笑着把你以前想过的蠢事说出来。


如果你的前方一直是灰色，不妨转过身看看，
现在，彩虹不就在你前方了吗？

懼場The Cage 观后感

 

 好久没写影评了，上次写影评应该是4年前的事。（好久）

其实也不算影评，比较算是观后感，因为小的实在不敢担当“影评”这个字眼，这应该是比较专业的人在写的。

我只是一个爱看电影的普通人。

因为在电影业工作的关系，所以很早就观看了 《懼場The Cage》，看了之后，觉得戏名取得好好，谁会想到 ”懼場“ 这两个字？我可想不出，恕小的才疏学浅。可是，如果把戏名改成《夺命游戏3》的话，会更加吸引观众吗？这也是我一直在想的。

前一晚被同事邀去看 《懼場The Cage》，心想 “什么戏来的哦？”

回去看看Trailer，天啊原来是跟我很喜欢的 “夺命游戏” 类似的戏 ，导演又以Reality Drama形式拍摄，不过这次，他们玩大它，把它搬上大荧幕了。想当初那部《夺命游戏》真叫人越看越爽，爽到连第二天去上学还在和同学讨论。

说到Trailer，一个好的Trailer,就是要让对一部戏电影一无所知的人，产生了想要去看的念头，对于这一点，《懼場The Cage》做到了。

好了，言归正传。

满怀期待地去看这了部电影，看完后，竟然没有夺命游戏的那种激动感，我也很想知道为什么。

 虽然说这是一部恐怖惊悚的电影，可是，我怎么一点也不觉得恐怖？惊悚倒是有些。（好啦，还有点暴力） 

演员的演技，不多说了，毕竟是Reality Drama，演员所呈现的东西都有一定的水准在，叫我演被吓到的表情，然后突然间丢一只蟑螂给我，我相信我也可以把吓到的表情演得不错。

可是，演员除了呈现他们自己Reality的一面，有些镜头也是需要演技的，很像李承运所饰演的坏人那样，好到味，演得......好贱。

这里想称赞雁雁姐，不愧是金马奖最佳女配角，演得连我的心也被你牵着走。

还有蔡佩璇，庄唯仲，把姐姐弟弟的那种亲情诠释得很好。

我自己也不会演戏，所以没资格说什么，好吧，演技就到这里。 

实况剧有好处，也有坏处。

好处是，演员每一个诠释得角色都会有一定的水准，大家互相猜疑，把真实的反应呈现出来。就很像导演说的，Reality Drama还是处在实验的阶段，如果 《懼場The Cage》是一个实验品的话，我觉得它是一个成功但还有待加强的实验品。我同意在片尾时期中一位演员张顺源所说的，马来西亚的影视业太保守了，实况剧无疑是一个好的开始，可是还不止于成为马来西亚影视业的润滑剂。

电影的坏处就是，因为是无剧本的状态下，演员自由发挥，电影分不清，到底哪里是高潮？Okay，可能最后死剩几位凶手要出现时还蛮高潮，其余的部分就还好。

电影一开始给人的感觉，是在讲着一个故事的，可是，一开始死人后，演员就开始猜得你死我活。是不是你杀的？不是我！是你! 就这样一直到最后......

为什么没人去查？！

为什么没人去找枪是哪里开出的？

演员们一味的在猜谁是凶手，到最后大家猜来猜去然后全部死了。

电影一开始我还蛮期待，可是看到中间就开始有点闷了，因为大家都只是猜，猜，猜。

浪费了许亮宇警察的才能，把整个Cage布置得那么美，不会去查哪里有线索？

俊哥啊俊哥，你在戏里也死得太快了吧？*导演我要抗议。

怎么不让演员多演一下才死呢？我相信这前面是有剧本的，所以导演，下次好好考虑加一点故事性的东西才死人吧，那么快死，浪费了俊哥的演技，可惜。 

有一些剧情后来也没有交代得很清楚，为什么“大佬”要这样做？他们要制造真正的杀手？其他人又没有得罪他，为什么他要那么做？ 

有一些镜头也出现一开始朦胧的情况，收音也似乎出现也些问题，这无疑也是 实况剧的坏处。可是要怎么避免呢，就让导演来解决吧。

最后的最后，对我来说这是一部不错的电影，对得起买票的观众。对于马来西亚干燥的影视业可以说是添上了一点色彩。

导演年轻有为，很大胆地做出了这样的尝试，相信马来西亚影视业以后指日可待。 

陈，池导演，我会期待你们下一部作品的。 

Silky Girl and IN2IT produt review

I started to make up sine I was 16, so every time when I walked in to Watson, cosmetic will be this first thing that I look for it.  

But these days, cosmetic is kinda pricey and not really affordable for a student.

But....Guess what? 

  I am so LUCKY because I got a Watson RM50 cash voucher!I

So  I decided to use the cash voucher to "fulfill" my wishes for cosmetic.

I bought an IN2IT make up BB cream because I finish my BB cream last week and I need
a BB cream so badly, I applied it everyday for college, I can just apply BB cream
and zero make up but my face still look good. BB cream make my skin look more smoother, and they even free a loose powder. 

BB Cream is a popular all-in-one cosmetic that often acts as a moisturizer, primer, and light foundation.

  This is my first IN2IT product and I really excited to use it. 

 OH YES I AM A "LIP" GIRL.

I love lipstick so so much. I like to apply different colour lipstick on my lips, for me, lipstick is an art that you can’t ever understand. From picking out a color, testing it on the inside of my wrist, pursing my lips during the application of it, the whole process is an awesome feeling that you will never understand unless you also a "LIP" girl like me, hahaha.

I bought 2 Silky girl's lipstick and 1 IN2IT lipstick. Silky Girl do sell affordable lipstick, this is also my first purchased for Silky Girl's lipstick so I am also kinda excited to try it.

 So here comes the first product review, IN2IT BB CREAM.

 There are few things you have to know when you buy a BB cream, 

first, choose the right BB cream.

IN2IT BB cream is an awesome BB cream because it has a variety of properties and offers a variety of effects, each one can vary .

For example : moisturizing, skin whitening, blocking UV rays , priming the skin, tinting the skin and so on.

Second, choose the best BB cream that suit your skin type and the tone that match your skin colour.

 If you have oily skin, consider a BB Cream with a matte finish.This skin type tends to be sensitive, and a BB Cream with natural extracts is less likely to cause a reaction.

 If you have normal skin, consider a moisturizing BB Cream that can make your skin appear smoother. 

 I like to apply BB cream by sponge more than using hand. When you have oily skin like me, applying BB Cream with your fingers can add further oil to the skin on your face.

 I felt so good after applying it, it doesn't make my face oily, and I love the smell of it.

 If you have oily face like me, powder can be your best friend.

But honestly, I don't like the design of the powder, all the powder smash out when I open it,
and it doesn't look good on my face. 

 Here comes to the LIPSTICK!

The first colour I choose is 05 Deep Plum.

I always think Plum is a very cool colour for lipstick and not everyone suit it unless your face is more to light colour.  

Surprisingly , great colour payoff with an almost but it is too dry in texture and you have
 to work so hard to get it on your lips and the staying power is nothing special.

 This is my favorite colour so far. 

I really like nude and pink lipstick, this Silky Girl 13 Light Blossom is more to pink and is a perfect pink for me, I absolutely love this colour.

Theres a little bit different with this lipstick and the Deep plum which is this lipstick is more creamy,  It glides on like butter, and it feels comfortable on my lips. 

 EXCELLENT COLOUR PAYOFF.

 I always want a sexy red lipstick, everytime when I saw my favorite idol like Anne Hathaway, Jennifer Lawrence, Miley Cyrus with their great sexy red lips, I'm was like "I gonna buy myself a red lipstick!" So here I am, finally I bought a red lipstick.

 Miley Cyrus

 Anne Hathaway, she is absolutely gorgeous.

So I got myself a IN2IT LA 09 LUSTFUL RED.

I love this red so much, is more like a fresh blood red. 

But when comes to red colour lipstick I will always prefer dark red, like a blue tone red, orange red is not my type.  

 But I found it was very hard to apply the red lipstick straightly to your lips, the colour will stepout from your lips, so now lip pencil will be your best friend. 

Apply lip pencil before I apply the red lipstick.

 Ta dang! I love this colour so much.

This lipstick is kinda moisturizing, it doesn't dry the lips further. This lipstick is not creamy so it doesn't feel  heavy on the lips.

 What is your favorite lipstick colour? 

 Your truly,

Xuan. 

Bye 2013, Hello 2014.

 Aloha everyone, its me.

Sorry for the hiatus, I almost didn't blog for 7 months, isn't it crazy? I used to blog every single day, I guess I'm just too busy for 2013.

Well, today is the last day of 2013, time flies.

Overall, 2013 is a good year for me, everything went smooth and well, I really appreciate it, thank God. 

So now, lets take a quick look for what I did during the year of 2013. 

  

I am so proud to say that I WENT TO NATIONAL SERVICE.

It was the most awesome camp and experience for me , I SWEAR.

So glad they choose me to be one of the "wirawati".

Honestly, I still miss every single day I spent over there. 

 The first day, when I get into the bus, I cried.

I miss my parents and friends, I don't want to leave my house.

The last day, when I get into the bus, I cried.

I miss my camp's friend, I don't want to leave camp. 

 Of ourse I did met some awesome friend in camp, Claire is one of them.

We talked a lot, ate a lot, and played a lot together, its like, we can't leave each other. I still remember all the jokes we made in camp, we use to worked out together but end up we gave up, hahaha.  

After camp, I gave myself a 1 month holiday.

I though I could find a job during that holiday to earn some pocket money for college, but unfortunately nobody want to hire me, how sad it was. So during that  month, I stay at home, eat and sleep like a pig. WHO CARES.

I applied to KBU International College which located at Petaling Jaya, I know you're gonna say that I am crazy, because I live at Setapak and the distance between PJ AND SETAPAK is not too near but also not too far.

I woke up at 6am everyday even though my class started at 9am, because I went to college by LRT and I almost 1 hour inside the LRT everyday.

But I have to say, I KINDA LIKE THIS KIND OF LIFE.

I realize public transport is an awesome thing, I can go anywhere I want. 

I study Diploma in Mass Communication, I think a lot when comes to study, I mean, I don't know what course should I choose since there are so many courses that I'm interested.

But Mom was right, Mass Communication is my cup of tea, so glad she decided this for me. 

 College life is fun, really fun.

The first thing that I like college is I don't have to wear the stupid+ugly uniform anymore.

I can wear whatever I want, but first and second week I dress myself up like a "doll", after that, I wore plain t-shirt, short pants and slipper to college, HAHAHA. 

Sometimes think about what to wear can make you headache .  

During presentation.

I am the only one who used white board to present, the others use Power Point, hahahaha. 

 I met awesome friends in college too.

 The most difficult question in the world is "Ei, later break time makan what?"

Hahahaha, this is what we asked each other every time before break.

I am so glad I can study with them for 2 years, they are awesome.

Everyone of them are different, some of them are funny, some of them are smart, I'm so happy to be with them, I learned a lot from them. 

Mass Comm student rock.  

  

OF COURSE  not to forget my BFF.

I hope 2013 is a good year for them too, although we don't spend much time together like 2012, but we still keep in touch, hang out, "talk this talk that". 

We talked about family, friends from college (owh yea,3 of us are different college), love, rubbish and so on.

 2 important women in my life.

Lets welcome 2014 with optimism and positivity.

14 is always my lucky number, so I hope 2014 will be a best year for me.

I got a lot of new year resolution, 

I hope I can cook better,

I hope I will become prettier,

I wish to have a great body,

I hope my family stay healthy, 

I hope to have more money,

I wish to have a better makeup skill and fashion sense,

I hope I can get good result from study,

I hope I can use time wisely,

I want to read more books, 

I hope I can keep blogging. 

OKAY TOO MUCH.

Life is not easy. I strongly believe, if you work hard, whatever you want will comes to you. I know that's easier said than done, but keep trying.  

I am truly grateful for this year! The journey still continues!

Lets continue our journey upwards and onwards.   

Bye 2013, Hello 2014. 

 Your truly,

Xuan. 

Life of National Service

 Hey guys, I AM BACK.

I cant forgive myself because I don't even touch my blog like 3 months, 3 MONTHS man! 

I am so sorry, in fact, I just back from National Service, I just took my SPM result, I just....

Dude, please try understand me.  

By the way I am going blog about my National Service life today, have fun readers! 

 The first day, mum and dad accompany me to the station "berkumpul". 

I found that I am so lucky because some of them don't even have their parents accompany them, they came alone. 

I bet a lot of people cried when they saw their parents or friends, outside the window and wave their hand, awww..... 

  My bed, accompany me for 3 months.

 

 You know what?

The one of the reason that I love my camp so much, because the SKY of my camp was awesome.

Watching at the sky was a part of entertainment I did in camp everyday. 

 And the past 3 months, of course we get to know a lot a lot a lot of friends.

She is my best friend in camp, opps, not only in camp ofcourse. (laughing)

Claire, thanks for your caring and sharing in the past 3 months, hope our friendship forever. 

 Shu Wei, one of the girl always kacau me.

 Alpha wirawati aka best friends.

 Farah, my another best friend in camp.

She is a weirdo, I just don't know how to describe her.  

 Ainul =)

 Sal =)

 Sharmine =)

 Trust me, they are awesome.

 We spent our time together in the past 3 months, all the activity we did, I swear I wont forget.

I just miss every moment very much. 

 All wirawati went to Bukit Jalil for 1 Malaysia event! 

 Chit-chat inside the dorm.

 Owh yea, I donated my blood! 

 The last day, we spent our wonderful night in dorm, party and chit-chat.

And the 3 months past as fast as wind. 

Finally, we graduated, everyone smile inside the picture, but they cried inside their heart. 

 My dorm-mates, cempaka.

I love them so much, thanks for everything in the past 3 months.

Their laughter, their sounds. 

 

Bunga Alpha, Quewam. =) 

Ayen and Farah. 

 Apip, best classmate in camp.

 Baby Alpha- Hariz.

 Wirawati Delta- Yen. =)

Whats the feeling of the first day and last day?

First day, you cried, because you don't want to leave your parents and friends and your computer and anything.

Last day, you cried, because you don't want to leave your friends in camp, you don;t want to leave Dewan Makan, you don't want to leave everything inside the camp. 

 

I don't realize 3 months can past as fast as like this.

I won't regret, because I know I spent every moment well inside the camp.

And, I appreciate that I am the the pelatih of KEM PELANGI HILL RESORT.

This is the best camp ever, I SWEAR. 

Thanks for everything, everyone. 

Especially, thank you Lord. 

 

your truly, 

Xuan.